If I've been off the rails then it's because of you and all the other monsters of this city who won't leave me be! [He doesn't really mean that. Doesn't really want Jon to be completely out of his life. He still remembers his often stuck up, but generally a nice guy boss. He's just feeling so attacked by every side lately and he's tired of it. In Tim's mind here they were again; Jon calling him the problem when Tim was feeling very much like an unheard victim no matter how loudly he shouts it.] I've tried to keep my distance but every time I seem to drop my guard then something else is coming along and derailing my life. [Did he need to slip in that small play on words? No. But he feels better for it.]
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