𝕯𝖆𝖒𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚! Damn 𝖞𝖔𝖚 and 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖈𝖎𝖙𝖞 and 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕴 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖙𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖔 𝖇𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖔𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚! 𝕴 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖘𝖜𝖆𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖙 𝖆𝖑𝖑! When I heard you had been hurt I wept! When I found it had been one I cared for, 𝕴 𝖌𝖔𝖙 𝖔𝖓 𝖒𝖞 𝖐𝖓𝖊𝖊𝖘 and begged him never to touch you again! When I could have let you suffer, I tried to talk to you and make peace with you!

[ Her voice only grows louder, the sound off, in so many ways. Because she speaks, clear, sharp words, the second sound falls each inflexion, of weeping. Of a woman weeping and weeping and weeping. A wail of misery as all her control that she has clung too for months starts to slip well and truly. ]

𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖓𝖔𝖙 𝖉𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖒𝖊 𝖔𝖓 𝖍𝖔𝖑𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖞 𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖒𝖞 𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖉! When the thing that had your face forced itself on me, I told no one! No one but 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉 because I did not want further enmity between us! Even when Jack pressed me and I wept in his arms with its bite on my skin! 𝕴 𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊 𝖇𝖊𝖙𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖚𝖘! No matter how I wanted to scream and cry at the sight of you! I have kept my peace! I have kept it for weeks and weeks 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖐𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖊𝖊𝖐𝖘, no matter how I felt! I have been debased as a woman on every level, by everyone I meet, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖞𝖊𝖙 𝕴 𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖐𝖊𝖊𝖕 𝖒𝖞 𝖕𝖊𝖆𝖈𝖊.

𝖄𝖔𝖚 𝖜𝖎𝖑𝖑 𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖑 𝖒𝖊 𝖎𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖆𝖗𝖊 𝖍𝖚𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕵𝖆𝖈𝖔𝖇 𝕱𝖗𝖞𝖊, 𝖔𝖗 𝖓𝖔𝖙, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕴 𝖘𝖍𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖍𝖆𝖛𝖊 𝖒𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖘𝖜𝖊𝖗!