I... lost it. After Prentiss. After finding Gertrude's body. It didn't help having that Not-Sasha thing around. I could feel it, but I didn't know what it was, not back then. Elias was still pretending he had nothing to do with it. I started stalking you. I started stalking everyone. I barely slept or ate. I spent all night spinning wild conspiracy theories to myself about how you or the others could have killed Gertrude and were planning to kill me. It was bad. Obviously, it was horrible. It ruined things between us. Something I could never...
You hated me, Tim. Rightly so. I don't want to repeat that.
And I understand that you want to stop Elias hurting anyone else. Punish him for what he's done. As far as I know, it's only me and Agnes he's actually done anything horrible to here. He's been playing the model citizen otherwise. It's not turning a blind eye, but I just don't know what good it's going to actually do here. It might wind up catching innocent people in the crossfire in Duplicity and at home without having anything to actually show for it past the satisfaction of destroying someone evil. Possibly only temporarily.
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I... lost it. After Prentiss. After finding Gertrude's body. It didn't help having that Not-Sasha thing around. I could feel it, but I didn't know what it was, not back then. Elias was still pretending he had nothing to do with it. I started stalking you. I started stalking everyone. I barely slept or ate. I spent all night spinning wild conspiracy theories to myself about how you or the others could have killed Gertrude and were planning to kill me. It was bad. Obviously, it was horrible. It ruined things between us. Something I could never...
You hated me, Tim. Rightly so. I don't want to repeat that.
And I understand that you want to stop Elias hurting anyone else. Punish him for what he's done. As far as I know, it's only me and Agnes he's actually done anything horrible to here. He's been playing the model citizen otherwise. It's not turning a blind eye, but I just don't know what good it's going to actually do here. It might wind up catching innocent people in the crossfire in Duplicity and at home without having anything to actually show for it past the satisfaction of destroying someone evil. Possibly only temporarily.