Yeah? And he tricked you into doing that? Maybe learning from him isn't the best if that's the case? But I understand feeling alone.
[God, he hates this, but he said he'd try to be more open minded.] Is there anyone else here? In Duplicity? Have a similar problem? Gilia or someone? Might have some experience you could learn from?
I've already talked to Diva about it. She commiserated. Then said it sounded like Elias was my eldritch 'father.' Like she's a 'mother' to those she turns. So...
The people she turns? [Ugh. He hates the turn this conversation has taken.] What are they? A werewolf? Vampire? Either way, I guess they would know, but that's really weird to think of the big boss as your daddy.
Just remember, I suppose, no one says you have to listen or like your family.
She was also born into this. She didn't have a choice like I did.
[Even if he's been told by others it wasn't really a choice... Gertrude had likely been faced with the same at the end and gone a different direction.]
It's nothing you need to solve, Tim. Just something I think about now and again. It would be nice to have someone I trust who gets me more than the rest of you do.
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[God, he hates this, but he said he'd try to be more open minded.] Is there anyone else here? In Duplicity? Have a similar problem? Gilia or someone? Might have some experience you could learn from?
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She commiserated.
Then said it sounded like Elias was my eldritch 'father.'
Like she's a 'mother' to those she turns.
So...
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Just remember, I suppose, no one says you have to listen or like your family.
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And I don't think of Elias as my father.
[He categorically refuses to associate the word 'daddy' with Elias in text, even divorcing himself from that sort of relationship.]
I've never had one, and I don't particularly want one.
I told her he's more like a mentor, anyway.
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What about Agnes? I know her thing isn't spying on people, but she at least comes from our world?
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She didn't have a choice like I did.
[Even if he's been told by others it wasn't really a choice... Gertrude had likely been faced with the same at the end and gone a different direction.]
It's nothing you need to solve, Tim.
Just something I think about now and again.
It would be nice to have someone I trust who gets me more than the rest of you do.
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I'm going to go back to chewing on my fingers instead of the pillow if you don't drop it.
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[Maybe he'll contact someone else, too. Now, who is in his phone...?]